My Step Son Is Insane Part One – Mother Mary

I recently got released from a hospital that was treating me for my mental problems. It is hard for me to distinguish reality from fantasy and I sometimes have hallucinations that feel incredibly real. My step mother is taking care of me until I can get back on me feet and work again. She helps me in the bath and it feels like she is stroking my cock and sucking it but could this be real or just one of my hallucinations?